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Originally Posted by China Cat Sunflower
Hey Andrew, uh...your bio says you were born in '72.
Chris
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Yes. I was born in 72. But 3yr olds don't
invent past-life memories. And I don't buy that psychological crap about
overactive imaginations. Bear with me for a sec ...
I think Ian Stevenson did the
Twenty Cases Suggestive of - (Reincarnation), and it was Nick, here at CR, who started a very good thread about childhood memories of past lives, some time ago. There was
great discussion on that thread!
I know quite a bit about my whereabouts before March of '72, and I don't mean the
nice cozy rest in the immediate months prior. Those I guess we
all miss!
At any rate, the karma was all mine, and I wasn't a
good little soldier going over to
fight for my country and the high'n'mighty American `way of life.' I was just accepting the judge's offer to keep me outta jail. It was either do time, probably
lots of time, and pay fines, for drug charges ... or
do the `right' thing and `serve my country in the war overseas,' that whole trip.
Hey, it must have seemed like a good idea at the time - the
only option, I suppose. So I (or `he') took the plea bargain.
And the rest of it haunted me in most of my childhood as the `living-hell memories' from Vietnam, via the astral shell of that former lifetime. In cases of wartime or violent deaths, there are sometimes immediate reincarnations, and the
dregs of the astral shell - the
ghost - cannot be properly disposed of. There are even traits which sometimes accompany the new incarnation, via the mental body, as the
thoughtform of the previous life ... and this accounts for
some cases of
child prodigy, or unusual abilities.
I explain all this, because I LIVED it. I know lots of folks don't believe in rebirth. That's okay. But I essentially had
a childhood friend, of more or less neutral character ... from an early age. Sometimes it was the corresponding
child from this earlier incarnation, I guess from the early 50s (Akron, Ohio). Other times it was the youth who eventually went to San Francisco ...
and what a lot of gentle people he certainly met there, while also getting a bit lost in the Haight Ashbury, hippie drug culture. Said youth was a
Vaishnava, a `Hare Krishna,' or devotee of Krsna, after moving to CA.
It was sad for someone so peaceloving, and with plenty of potential to be sent off to Vietnam ... and I know,
I KNOW, that that was one of the most HORRIFYING experiences any person could ever have, especially someone
whose very religion, whose chosen spiritual path, was to LOVE all life, to respect all people, to BE a gentle person, and to be a devotee (if also a rather stoned, tripped out devotee).
Ah well, this is karma, and on a deeper level, it is the
Soul saying, "You've screwed up your future for
this lifetime, now you must reap what you've sown. The lesson is harsh, but the need is great. Another opportunity will therefore be given." That's my interpretation, anyway, and it's worked for 17 years, since I was 18.
I also grew up with a
Knight Templar as more or less a `guardian angel,' in a similar way that this hippie guy was kind of a
ghost, but the circumstances were different. Both `presences' are now gone. One was absorbed, another handed me his sword, and
rode off. He passed the torch.
Asking people to dig up past-life memories isn't always good, and I think it's a bad idea in general. If we're meant to know, we'll know. It often causes more problems than it solves. And I spent quite a few years sort of
semi-identified, psychologically, with this
alter-ego, which was kind of a waste of time.
I have little respect for George Bush, for several reasons. But I myself had a DWI. I never did coke or crack, but I've tried "lesser" drugs. I was damn sure never
AWOL, but if I were drafted to fight in Bush's phoney war, I'd burn my draft card in his face. I would certainly have done that in '68 or '69, but the circumstances were different.
My beef with bush, and with people who
blindly, nationalistically support him, is that they aren't even
bothering to consider the man, AS A MAN, and ask, WHAT are his qualifications? WHAT are the things which stand out in his past as
prior so-called indiscretions. Indiscretions MY ASS. Clinton babbles something about
toking but "not inhaling," and here we've NOT ELECTED a boozing frat-boy, AWOL crackhead for the
LEADER OF OUR COUNTRY ... and the man REALLY, truly can't form complete sentences most of the time.
Folks, I have my own issues communicating. Especially if I'm a bit stoned. BUT AM I RUNNING FOR FRIGGIN PRESIDENT???
There are
precious few individuals at C-R who don't have better
leadership qualities than dumbiya, and I dare say most of us here probably have better
executive skills as well. Imho, the greatest president we've ever had ... was a CATHOLIC, and gee, HE seemed to do pretty well.
TOO well.
BANG!
Hey, been there, done that. A LOT!
Deja vu!