I'm a hindu girl. I love a catholic boy. We have been together for 6 years. I'm close to his family but my family has no clue at all about our r/s ( my mother is slowly starting to suspect now). My parents want me to get married to a brahmin boy. I'm a brahmin..but i have no faith or believe in the caste system at all. My parents are threatening to commit suicide if they hear about anything involving relationships and me. My rfather has been acting real crazy these days and my mother keeps crying. They keep blaming my friends, which is bullshit and just further infuriates me. My father keeps blaming my mother for my upbringing.( Cos i don't visit the temples every week like they do..no time..and i don't say prayers in the morning..as I have to rush for work and there's no time once again) I know i'm doing something wrong but i still don't see the big mistake with loving a catholic boy.( yea oxymoronic i know.. ) I have no plans to convert at all and so does he. His parents are completely fine with it. Its emotional torture for me everyday. Ive even thought about killing myself over this..I cant seem to please anyone. it kills me to see my parents..especially my mother suffering. It kills me to know that even in this era and century and in a different country with modern values( where people associate arranged marriage to not being able to find love and as a last resort)..i don't have the freedom to have a relationship. Love happened and i feel that its him i want to be with. Has anyone ever experienced this before? I really need help. I am 27 this year and it is horrible to be treated like a 17 year old with the parents emotionally blackmailing me all the time. thanks..