The kingdom of heaven is within you and all around you. Is this what you mean? I hope that your not saying there is no god but each individual is literally god. There is ONE god who is the source of all who exists and yes he does have female counterpart. We will never evolve into being totally one singularly. That is death not infinite life. All infinite life are very complex beings made up of three parts that makes it ONE being. Its a three fold consciousness and presents itself as two bodies of opposite gender. Look around you. By true nature do you mean beings that are love? Can you clarify yourself in a non philosophical language. I understand texts that do that but your an individual with your own beliefs and interpretations so I would like to know what you mean by what your saying.