Each one of us here on Earth is an Individualized Manifestation of the Very Source of All That Is! God is nothing but the Very Consciousness that pervades the entire Universe!! Your soul script or what all you will go through and what you will become is more or less decided before you are born, though many things are flexible and can be changed to a considerable extent based on the choices you make and the choices that others around you will make in your current life. Your soul script for the current life is decided by the sum total of experiences that you have had in your previous lives (Karma) and the new lessons that your soul would want to go through in order to achieve a state of balance. All souls are placed in families( often groups of souls reborn as one family in multiple lifetimes)/environment that supports the experiences required and lessons to be learnt in that life time. All souls reincarnate until they learn these lessons to integrate all aspects of their consciousness and achieve balance. Once a certain threshold is reached, there is no need to incarnate again except some souls (known among Buddhists as Bodhidatva) who delay their Nirvana and reincarnate / stay back in Earth plane to help other souls. Souls that reach 51% STO (Service to Other) Orientation where 51% thoughts/action are in service to fellow souls can then move on to STO 4D/5D Light Polarized/angelic races in their next life or after the incoming Solar Flash/Harvest/Rapture Event. Souls that reach 95% STS (Service to Self) Orientation where 95% thoughts /action are selfish to serve one's own needs and desires over others move on to STS 4D/5D Dark Polarized/demonic races in their next life. Souls that meet neither criteria keep repeating their lessons in current and future lives until they meet one of the above criteria.The Real Purpose of Our Lives is to Have Blissful, Fulfilling, Enriching and Transformative Experiences. Our Soul Spirit needs these experiences and we keep reincarnating again and again until we have learnt all our lessons across the entire spectrum of experiences. As long as we don't learn our lessons and keep repeating the same mistakes, we will keep going through the same experiences. Then, once the state of contentment is achieved across the entire spectrum of consciousness including Light/Dark/ Masculine(Solar)/Faminine(Lunar)/ Left Path/Right Path/ Collective/Individual/ Material & Spiritual perspectives, the soul spirit will have a choice of either achieving Nirvana (Dis-individualization and merging back with Source/Universal Godhead) or to take Greater responsibility and move on to newer experiences in higher realms / dimensions / universes. Hence, Everyday, Learn to Live it King Size, stop living it pint size as it comes. Develop a Zest for Life and start creating opportunities for yourself. Take ownership and stop blaming God, rather be thankful to God for granting you this infinite Gift of Human Life. It doesn't matter in what context you are born, in what family and settings you have grown up, know that this is how it was intended to be to enable you to have the required experience that your Soul seeks. In the process, different souls choose different paths, some choose dark/ service to self/ left hand path while other choose light/ service to others/ right hand path. There is no need to feel guilty about your past or present no matter what your background is because all will eventually merge and become One. Always remember that the potential for the Greatest Good and the Greatest God is Already present in each one of Us, All we need to do is to unravel ourselves to the inner most core to uncover the true nature of our own reality that has the Highest Purity, the Greatest and the Mightiest Power of God within it. Realize that each of our lives is invaluable and highly coveted, know that extra-terrestrials from far off stars desperately seek a human incarnation on Earth because this is where lessons are learnt. Earth is meant to be a spirit school for evolving souls. And it is the most important such 'school' in the Milky Way Galaxy. It is our planet that offers an environment for super fast learning and expedited evolution unlike anywhere else in the entire galaxy. The real evolution is that of the spirit and not the flesh, as our souls learn their lessons, the next birth may be in a more advanced body form in a different dimension commensurate with the settings needed for inculcating the next set of lessons on the souls incredible journey back to Godhead. There are multiple parallel realities / timelines where this has already taken place and in different ways. Ours is a highly positive timeline where there will be no dooms day or destructive armageddon, rather, Humanity shall indeed inherit the Earth. We all have few more years to learn our remaining spiritual lessons and find out for ourselves our fundamental nature whether we are service to others or only self which will determine which path our soul charts in the coming future. The absolute truth is that the One Godhead (Paramatma - Father/Mother) divided itself into infinite souls (Jeevatmas - Sons/Daughters) so it could have infinite different experiences in infinite different ways. We are All Children of GOD, EACH ONE OF US !! Life in this Universe is an endless pursuit of SAT-CHID-ANANDA. Sat (TRUTH) - Chid (CONSCIOUSNESS/WISDOM) and Ananda (BLISS/JOY/HAPPINESS). Everything is Science, Everything is Energy, Everything is God. There is no contradiction ! What matters is to imbibe the Truth and accept your current state objectively and in a balanced manner. This way, we will be able to further advance the real purpose of our lives by contributing to the greater cause in whichever way we can and thus also serve the group consciousness (our soul families) in the most efficient manner. I searched for God everywhere, I only found myself ! I searched for myself in everyone, I only found God !! Let the Light Shine within you. All the Very Best..