In college I took a placement test to help me identify a career direction, I scored very high in spatial reasoning, hence the reason that I studied computer programming in school. I can imagine entire systems in my head and design and build from these images, which later I found that my true interests were in tool making and fabrication. What I am getting at is that even though I can imagine to this level my dreams and meditations fail in comparison to there ability to form imaginations and muster time to build entire systems.
An example of a meditation that I had, and I use this example to show not only that it had a lot of time but that the experience also taught me something I did not know anything about before this time. I moved up overlooking my brain and there were all these arms moving in the air "monkey arms" the thought was pushed into my thoughts and then an opening in a place foreign to me that had grasses much taller then me opened up. As we moved through the grass I could see monks sitting in the tall grass working on something and then the experience ended. I did not understand the monkey arms so I looked it up and the monks believe that the mind/brain needs to be taught and these minds brains are like monkeys. I have so many experiences that they have used to teach me things it is so hard to explain this.
In the beginning of this time one of the first things I did was become myself, in the first mind, there were people on the other side that helped me clear myself and find my time. For many years before this event I would find this place that had just this green grid covering my face, I tried so many times to find answers but the internet was in it's infancy. Anyway, the grids are an advanced virtual reality, they are placed over the whole body and then teaches you into the matrix. Right after becoming myself I was preparing for a nap and found myself on this ship inside of a small room and they had this grid they pulled up and over my body and the experience ended. The grids are like a fine meshed blanket but they are lit up I want to say they are made of a spider silk but that is only a guess, I believe this because the spiders can seem to figure them out.
I am not my body, but I did become myself inside this body to experience this lifetime.
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