More on diamonds, for you - read on:
On a personal note, somewhat more in keeping with the original thread topic ...
... though I am
not a convert to Islam or Judaism,
I did walk away from a conventional Christian background (Lutheran).
My experience was perfectly positive, and I look back with
great fondness on the pastor I knew for many years, and on the many
true friends that I made in the Lutheran church where I grew up. The pastor, as it turns out, was perhaps the most loving, compassionate, and caring man that I have ever met.
But for a 13 year-old, it's easier to sleep in and watch cartoons, and in our family, it was eventually necessary for my parents to just give in and let me be. I am
deeply indebted to them, and
very grateful for the 13 years that they
did "make me" go to church. Other than just being a stubborn kid, I really quite enjoyed it ...
okay, sometimes.

But it was a small church, everyone
certainly knew everyone else, and this was a true "faith community," which had a strong influence on my early life, values & morals.
Now, although I
walked away from the church (and also christianity) as I'm sure many folks did as teenagers, it is also true that this was
precisely at that time when I was beginning to think for myself, and to ask questions about life, the universe, and everyone (
God included). I was a bright kid, and I had better things to do than sit around watching paint dry.
For many years I did very little
conscious inquiring, having
other things on my mind ... but by age 16 I was certainly beginning to
ponder upon spiritual issues. And I worked in the
Friends Historical Collection (
aka, Quaker Collection) of the local college library, as well as in Reference, and damn near every department
of that library. I worked in
other libraries, and at one point in my life I read
voraciously.
As I learned about Buddhism, I became interested in meditation, and because I have had
any number of paranormal, or unusual experiences, I also began researching
the mysteries. I did not seek
intrigue, I sought
truth. And for an intelligent kid of 17 or 18, that often came down to
whatever just made the most sense, best explained what I'd been through, and rang true with my own Intuition
.
Now you know, I've probably studied the Bible
more than some on these forums, though certainly less than others. I have been to various types of church services,
in my adult life, from Catholic, to Eastern Orthodox, to Advent Christian, to Baptist, to non-denominational, to you-name-it. I have been to Wiccan/Pagan gatherings, including at least one ritual or ceremony of sorts, though I confess my poor recollection of the specific occasion.
I HAVE done what any number of
well-meaning, good-natured, certainly caring friends, family, associates and colleagues of mine have suggested. I have
opened my heart & mind to everyone from Jesus, to Buddha, to Allah, to a good number of Eastern Adepts, and besides that -
perhaps to half the damn spooks on the astral plane. And I have done this while straight, sober, high, dosed on LSD, and
literally out of my skull (I do
not recommend the lattermost).
I have studied Eastern teachings, and Western, ancient teachings and modern. I majored in philosophy, and I know something of the Greeks, the Germans, the Egyptians, and the Sufis. I very nearly took the vows of Tibetan Buddhism, yet I am thoroughly intrigued and enchanted by Christian Eastern Orthodoxy.
I have meditated. Did I mention that I have meditated? And among all that soul-searching, and opening of the heart (& mind) -
not all of which is inherently pleasant, pretty or even advisable - I have met with presences & influences both benevolent & malevolent, but mostly somewhere in between. The nature spirits are numerous, folks, and Jesus, to them - may equate to a thought in your head, and what
we might think is evil ...
is for them,
simply a dance. And it's a pleasant dance, at that! But in the long run, it isn't the
Jesus you're after.
But that Jesus, and Yes I do Presume ... is a far cry from the man we've
painted him to be. And so is the Christ!
I know because I've walked with him
every bit as side by side ... as the next guy! And I admire those who are strong enough to stand with Him!
But along with the
rest of I
Corinthians 13, I think it's time some folks paid attention to the
following verses:[font=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.
[/font][font=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
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It's easy to glimpse
one small fragment of
a Truly Brilliant, BLINDING Diamond-Soul (there is but ONE) ... and because we are blinded, and because our limited experience provides
only one, small, familiar set of tools (words, ideas, images) ... this experience naturally gets interpreted
in these familar terms.
Then, well-meaning and well-intentioned, we may set out to
explain to others (as I do now??? hmmm ... ) ... or to
share with them, somehow ... the beauty, the Joy, the Majesty, and the WISDOM .... which we have experienced. Would it matter if I say,
This isn't MY wisdom, this is God's? No, because I'm just a guy, like anybody else. Should I resort to saying things like, "it's Christ's Love?" Well, yes -
and no. Again - ONE Diamond,
many facets!
I'd
happily nod in agreement with the one who still recognizes the Diamond, the Blinding Light, the Love that
beams forth, literally in ALL directions ... and who knows - somewhere deep inside - that the HARDNESS of that diamond, is actually a symbol
in itself for part of the Nature of that Diamond - which perhaps NO MAN has EVER yet sensed. It remains a mystery. But it is there.
Thus it does not matter if you
call it Jesus, speak of Him as God, bow down to Him as Allah, give praise to Him as Adi-Buddha, or recognize Him in the outward visage of Ganesh. You have, in each case, but named the UN-nameable. Christians will naturally do this with references to Christ Jesus. Please don't become frustrated when others do it, in different words. Yes, what's in the Heart
does count ... yet even so, we have many faculties of consciousness. Remember, Jesus also said
this:
[font=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. (Matthew 10:34)
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May that Flaming Sword of Manjushri (the Holy Spirit, aka Ganesh) cleave truth from illusion in your heart & mind, and in everyone's!
Namaste,
Andrew