I have a rather Buddhist view of dreams, so do not necessarily read them the same way as you.
The point I was trying to make in my pointers above, is if you wish to understand the spirit and the spiritual realms, then one can do a lot worse than look to the Spiritual Traditions for, if nothing else, a grounded anthropological context.
It does seem to me you're trying to feel your way blindfolded through territory already well-mapped by others, or, as another analogy has it, cross the ocean without chart or compass or any sure idea where you're heading.
The point I was trying to make in my pointers above, is if you wish to understand the spirit and the spiritual realms, then one can do a lot worse than look to the Spiritual Traditions for, if nothing else, a grounded anthropological context.
It does seem to me you're trying to feel your way blindfolded through territory already well-mapped by others, or, as another analogy has it, cross the ocean without chart or compass or any sure idea where you're heading.