Ultimate truth = God

I do know myself my whole self. Its lonely as hell. I will never be whole alone and who would want to be , surely not me. Its not how we are meant to be. Thats why everyone is running around trying to find their true loves ....its simply not how we are.

And when I say hell I mean hell. I believe thats what hell is.
 
I do know myself my whole self. Its lonely as hell. I will never be whole alone and who would want to be , surely not me. Its not how we are meant to be. Thats why everyone is running around trying to find their true loves ....its simply not how we are.

No, you do not.

You will never be fulfilled through the other, for it will remain something limited. The true beloved is God himself, that is the marriage, that is who you should desire union with. That is the only way to fulfill your longing.

You are already that though, but can the one ever not be alone?

That is the whole reason for existence, this desire to avoid aloneness. Yet, still now He remains utterly alone, for it is all still him.

There is the possibility to enjoy this more, for more is happening, but the truth is the same. Remember these words: truth does not concern itself with anyones desire... not even the desire of God.

Truth is that which is simply the case.
 
No, you do not.

You will never be fulfilled through the other, for it will remain something limited. The true beloved is God himself, that is the marriage, that is who you should desire union with. That is the only way to fulfill your longing.

You are already that though, but can the one ever not be alone?

That is the whole reason for existence, this desire to avoid aloneness. Yet, still now He remains utterly alone, for it is all still him.

There is the possibility to enjoy this more, for more is happening, but the truth is the same. Remember these words: truth does not concern itself with anyones desire... not even the desire of God.
THats the only way I will be fulfilled. My life has tought me that. It goes to the core of who I am. To me thats everything and he whoever he is , my I am , is everything to me. Thats LOVE in every aspect of the word as me as center.
 
And when I say hell I mean hell. I believe thats what hell is.

Hell is that longing, howsoever it arises, which is not met.

Heaven is free from longing, it is to be content and blissfully happy with what already is. To look on everything as a gift, to be grateful for whatsoever is happening.

This is meant by the wheel of samsara, this is the hell. Heaven is nirvana, the stepping out from the wheel. Desire brings about samsara, nirvana is to desire nothing, to be nothing.
 
THats the only way I will be fulfilled. My life has tought me that. It goes to the core of who I am. To me thats everything and he whoever he is , my I am , is everything to me. Thats LOVE in every aspect of the word as me as center.

Is that I AM without or within?

Who is the one which claims "I AM"?
 
Hell is that longing, howsoever it arises, which is not met.

Heaven is free from longing, it is to be content and blissfully happy with what already is. To look on everything as a gift, to be grateful for whatsoever is happening.

This is meant by the wheel of samsara, this is the hell. Heaven is nirvana, the stepping out from the wheel. Desire brings about samsara, nirvana is to desire nothing, to be nothing.

I believe sacred sex is included in infinite life. Dont think you can do that alone and I believe that every aspect of that center relationship is sexual literally and thats the only place it should be. Thats the difference between love for a son from a mother and love for ones opposite. So as you can see its very special.
 
I believe sacred sex is included in infinite life. Dont think you can do that alone and I believe that every aspect of that center relationship is sexual literally and thats the only place it should be. Thats the difference between love for a son from a mother and love for ones opposite. So as you can see its very special.

I understand this, this is the premise behind tantric sex... it is certainly valid, but why?

It is the merging of opposites at the peak of energy - sex is the life energy in the lowest chakra. If you can bring this energy to the crown chakra in the act, mahamudra is what tantra calls the happening you speak of.

This is also what is significant about the crown of thorns, and is also depicted with the glowing ring around Jesus' head - as is seen in other depictions of the likes of Buddha etc...

You can do this alone though, you can bring in this energy without the need for the other, you can direct it to your crown with such energy that it will break through - this is called the 10,000 petal lotus opening. This is the goal, howsoever it is reached.

It is not surprising that you wish for a man to surrender to though, it is the depth of the female energy. Even a man that comes to this state must become absolutely feminine though, you simply have a head start. The surrender must be absolute though, and that is what is meant by death, that is the crucifixion of the person.

If you feel deeply that it must come through the other, it is fine I suppose, but know that even in this the two are merged. Even in this, there is no more two at all, the entire existence will become your subjectivity in this happening.

The peak is all I speak of, but if you want it to be in sex, just remember what I have said of what must happen. Normal sex is not going to cause it, yet any sex where you are willing to give yourself utterly can. Simply do not withhold any part of yourself, let go of everything.

Only then.
 
I understand this, this is the premise behind tantric sex... it is certainly valid, but why?

It is the merging of opposites at the peak of energy - sex is the life energy in the lowest chakra. If you can bring this energy to the crown chakra in the act, mahamudra is what tantra calls the happening you speak of.

This is also what is significant about the crown of thorns, and is also depicted with the ring around Jesus' head - as is seen in other depictions of the likes of Buddha etc...

You can do this alone though, you can bring in this energy without the need for the other, you can direct it to your crown with such energy that it will break through - this is called the 10,000 petal lotus opening. This is the goal, howsoever it is reached.

It is not surprising that you wish for a man to surrender to though, it is the depth of the female energy. Even a man that comes to this state must become absolutely feminine though, you simply have a head start. The surrender must be absolute though, and that is what is meant by death, that is the crucifixion of the person.

If you feel deeply that it must come through the other, it is fine I suppose, but know that even in this the two are merged. Even in this, there is no more two at all, the entire existence will become your subjectivity in this happening.

The peak is all I speak of, but if you want it to be in sex, just remember what I have said of what must happen. Normal sex is not going to cause it, yet any sex where you are willing to give yourself utterly can. Simply do not withhold any part of yourself, let go of everything.

Only then.

Well there are two kinds of tantra. One is white tantra which is merging with the highest chakra and then there is black tantra which is merging with the lowest chakra but as above so below. The first step was white lotus which is the highest. Then the black lotus. That produced golden lotus which is the thing that has the platinum sparkles or locks and the platinum jewel in center. That can only be opened by ones own true opposite. Other forms can be through someone else but with ones own true opposite but the last thing can only be with the actual body of ones own true opposite or the lotus wont even open. Its like gods chastity belt
 
Well there are two kinds of tantra. One is white tantra which is merging with the highest chakra and then there is black tantra which is merging with the lowest chakra but as above so below. The first step was white lotus which is the highest. Then the black lotus. That produced golden lotus which is the thing that has the platinum sparkles or locks and the platinum jewel in center. That can only be opened by ones own true opposite. Other forms can be through someone else but with ones own true opposite but the last thing can only be with the actual body of ones own true opposite or the lotus wont even open. Its like gods chastity belt
Its not surrender its the union of true love, of infinite opposites. Its salvation not surrender. Its rescue not captivity.
 
This is meditation: to let go of your very life; when your being is purified, there is God.

Certainly, sex can be a powerful meditation when used correctly, but it can also be a very dirty and empty act. This is why the sages all surrender directly to God, for it is difficult to go through the body. Consciousness already is God, so they go more directly.
 
This is meditation: to let go of your very life; when your being is purified, there is God.

Certainly, sex can be a powerful meditation when used correctly, but it can also be a very dirty and empty act. This is why the sages all surrender directly to God, for it is difficult to go through the body. Consciousness already is God, so they go more directly.

Thats why platinum is pure and remains that way for all infinity. Sacred sex with ones own true opposite is infinitely a pure act and why that lotus can only be opened with ones own true opposite and that means the body so it cannot be opened through anyone else meaning it isnt a dirty and empty act.
 
Thats why platinum is pure and remains that way for all infinity. Sacred sex with ones own true opposite is infinitely a pure act and why that lotus can only be opened with ones own true opposite and that means the body so it cannot be opened through anyone else meaning it isnt a dirty and empty act.

The tantric act leads to that golden lotus and contact with ones true opposite an engagement. The opening is the marriage. The engagement is shown by a literal resurrection of the body then a sealing down. The body of the woman was seen rising up black light with stars like platinum sparkles with a crown of 13 stars then sealed. So the tantric act leads to an actual contact then resurrection then sealing. The next opening well I dont know yet what that completely entails.
 
Well there are two kinds of tantra. One is white tantra which is merging with the highest chakra and then there is black tantra which is merging with the lowest chakra but as above so below. The first step was white lotus which is the highest. Then the black lotus. That produced golden lotus which is the thing that has the platinum sparkles or locks and the platinum jewel in center. That can only be opened by ones own true opposite. Other forms can be through someone else but with ones own true opposite but the last thing can only be with the actual body of ones own true opposite or the lotus wont even open. Its like gods chastity belt

White tantra is mahamudra - the great orgasm, merging with God.
Black tantra is just the normal orgasm, it is not much although enjoyable certainly.

White tantra is as an orgasm within each cell of the body, it is utter bliss, they can hardly be compared. Black tantra is just a localized burst, in White tantra the energy of the whole universe is there in you.

By golden lotus is meant the same as in alchemy, for the enlightened beings aura is gold. That platinum jewel is God, yet you say it cannot be opened unless by ones true opposite. I can only agree if that opposite is God, for that is the only way to know your divinity.

Now you are as Jesus, fully God and fully man - nothing is excepted, but this is the humans opposite: God.
 
The tantric act leads to that golden lotus and contact with ones true opposite an engagement. The opening is the marriage. The engagement is shown by a literal resurrection of the body then a sealing down. The body of the woman was seen rising up black light with stars like platinum sparkles with a crown of 13 stars then sealed. So the tantric act leads to an actual contact then resurrection then sealing. The next opening well I dont know yet what that completely entails.

The sealing shows the body is the golden lotus with platinum sparkles or locks , a princess...understand?
 
The lotus is oft depicted in Buddhist branches because its significance is quite meaningful.

The lotus seed is planted in the sludge at the bottom of the stream. It gradually climbs and climbs until it reaches the surface, then blossoms without a single petal even touching the water. It signifies being of the world, yet not in it.
 
The lotus is oft depicted in Buddhist branches because its significance is quite meaningful.

The lotus seed is planted in the sludge at the bottom of the stream. It gradually climbs and climbs until it reaches the surface, then blossoms without a single petal even touching the water. It signifies being of the world, yet not in it.

The platinum is the highest , most center. Its the unbreakable unchangable place I was talking about. Thats why only ones true opposite can open it and that includes the body.
 
Those sparkles are actually the beginning of enlightenment, before the light envelopes you there are a series of sparkles which get thicker and thicker in your vision.

This is what is pointed at in that.
 
Those sparkles are actually the beginning of enlightenment, before the light envelopes you there are a series of sparkles which get thicker and thicker in your vision.

This is what is pointed at in that.

Those sparkles are JEHOVAH locks. Thats why they can only be opened by ones own true opposite but yes they are about enlightenment.
 
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