I know the reason and go in therapy and have people to talk to if I really need to. Thank you for your concern.Oh, absolutely. I don't speak to machines, either. Not even phone voice menus, if I can avoid to.
Do you have a support system, @_Hermes_ ? A real life friend you can rely on? Doctor to give you a check up? Often, feeling awful has caises that respond well to treatment, even simple ones like getting the right vitamins.
Please reach out to any resources you have.