Not sure that there's any particular best place for a post such as this, but I was wondering if anyone had any opinions: Years ago, I practiced eclectic paganism (a lot of elements of Wicca, a few other tidbits), and I was very happy with it. Then I began studying psionics, and I guess I learned too much...I lost my faith. Not my belief that deities exist, or that there are good reasons to venerate natural cycles, or any of that--but my conviction that I had a good reason to be practicing rituals and working with those deities. I no longer feel that I need them. Perhaps I don't entirely trust them, any of them. Certainly I don't, and never have, needed absolute faith. So, I ought to be happy with that....but I MISS it. I miss all the fun aspects of religious ritual and celebrations. I feel I've lost something. I can't simply go back and pretend, however--going through the motions when I don't feel that connection/sense of purpose any longer would strike me as hypocritical, and I don't feel that is what religion SHOULD be about. So...what would YOU do?