taijasi said:
I'd like to comment based on a similar experience of mine during college. I wouldn't say the circumstances were exactly the same, but there was certainly an overwhelming feeling of unpleasantness. In fact, it almost made me physically sick.
This occurred in a large group of people (a roomful, perhaps 40 or 50). There may have been some uneasiness prior to my experience, but then the entire room was asked to stand up, and people began stretching out their arms, and swaying. It was at this point that the entire atmosphere of the room became very thick, and in a decidedly unpleasant way.
Clearly, a tremendous swirl of emotion was set loose, and this moved - almost forceably - through my being. I nearly became nauseous, and though I tried to understand the motivation of those present, it only became clearer to me that here was a group misguided ... or rather, lacking the guidance that might prevent such emotionalism from taking control.
Nothing there was "evil" per se, but what these people were experiencing was certainly not the Holy Spirit. It was, rather, simply the swirl of the collective emotions (both conscious & unconscious) of those present. The motivation was good, but the result was not.
These were not Satanists, and they were not evil people. This was a charismatic Christian group, a bit over-zealous and eager to recruit. Really I had no inclination to be there - but I had been politely invited, and I prefer not to judge without at least some experience of the subject/person/item in question! ![Wink ;) ;)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
So, having come from a Lutheran background (and a rather liberal one, actually), with very intellectual parents ... admittedly, yes, this was something different for me. But we are all familiar with the varying experiences a person can have when walking (blind, so to speak) into a room in which something profound has just occurred.
To wit, without speaking a word, we have all had "that sinking feeling" which is usuallly emotionally depleting (an energy drain, speaking of Vampires - another thread), and which follows some kind of negative event or discussion. Similarly, we are familiar with the reverse case, in which we can walk into a room (a friendly church group, or gathering of friends) and feel overwhelming better, uplifted, even envigorated! ![Smile :) :)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
But isn't it even more amazing that sometimes, when the setting is more or less neutral, a person can walk into a room "just beaming," as we say! They are "positively radiant," or "vibrant with energy" to use popular expressions. Hmmm ... I wonder, are we not stating a profound and literal truth?
Sadly, the reverse can also occur, though we may be less likely to notice until we find we feel exhausted, drained. In this way I believe we all affect each other, and one day this will be scientifically provable - and measurable. Woe to those who delight in causing suffering and misfortune when that day dawns!
One additional thing about my own experience: Yes, I believe we can easily pre-condition ourselves such that to an extent our expectations become manifested. This can affect us emotionally, but more likely, if I have already decided, "ah, these people are a bunch of fruitcakes," then I will simply come out of the event with my confirmation - although I may also "see the light," so to speak.
What I have found I cannot produce so easily, however, is that "gut feeling" that Faithfulservant mentions. Our solar plexus center does communicate a natural, almost instinctual response to our environment (people, places, things - all of which are & emanate energies). Thus, we should not ignore these natural cues. Keep in mind however, that my gut feeling when I get up in front of a classroom of students is to run & hide!
lol That doesn't mean I should necessarily act on it, since they'll probably wonder what the hell's wrong with the PowerPoint instructor. ![Stick Out Tongue :p :p](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Perhaps the moral, trite as it sounds, is that we cannot judge a book by its cover, since indeed - by their fruits, ye shall know them. Don't we think the man's talking about plain old common sense? Geez (and where'd that expression come from, anyway??? -word)
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The power of will over the unsuspecting or unguarded, can be unsettling for both, even dangerous.
In 1984 I was sitting in a cafe on the 55th floor of the World Trade Center (Tower 2), waiting for my language class to start. There was a man sitting on a table in an unremodeled area of the tower, meditating. Next to him was a glass of water. After watching him for awhile, I got it in my head to try something. So I started thinking "Thirsty, so very thirsty". I pictured the painted desert of Arizona, a dry well, I recalled how hot it was in the south pacific desert islands, and the taste of salt water on cracked lips.
I was about to quit when I gave it one last mental "shout" "THIRSTY, NOW".
I never saw a man move so fast. He broke from his meditation, grabbed his glass (spilling most of it), and practically slammed it to his face. Then, as fast as he reacted, he stopped, stunned, water dripping from his chin onto his shirt, looking around in confusion, totally disoriented...
As quick as I could I lowered my eyes, and buried my face in my own coffee. I was more frightened than he. My heart was racing and my stomach lurched.
That was so wrong! I knew, I had invaded his privacy of thought, and felt I'd taken advantage of someone who's guard was down.
I never tried that again, with anyone. And I keep on my guard for others that might try it with me.
Powerful lesson to learn.
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