Thank you Taijasi for your candor, i do see how i can improve. I truly do appreciate criticism, it allows me to reflect on myself. Sometimes my emotions get a bit crazy and i become guilty of the very thing i loath. Which to me proves the very thing i defend. I believe if, instead of questioning, we focus our thoughts and emotions on the Kingdom that exist inside of us, and seek it out in others, we will see it manifest in the physical. Because it is apparent that the things we focus on are the things that manifest around us. If we continualy focus on the mystical then we have a mystical reality. The mystery has been solved for me and i guess now ive got an ego to overcome.