Is it one or two? To be honest I am a bit jealous of those with faith....in any religion. I just don't see it. It is true maybe I haven't tried hard enough. But it is also true, I ain't gonna try much harder. I am also a little jealous of doctors, scientists, cirque de as oleil performers, astronauts and more. But it is also true I wasn't willing to do what it takes to focus on a topic and learn. Not willing to put in the time, the effort, or the sacrifice for such achievements. Similar or different?