path_of_one
Embracing the Mystery
So... now that I've got your attention by posting a title that has juxtaposed what is, for many Christians, entirely different things...
This is a post based on another in the "Magick" forum, in which Bandit and I got 'round to discussing experiences that are supernatural/spiritual. I've not openly discussed this with many Christians, especially since I have had negative responses from some that I have discussed it with, but I figured it might be enlightening to make it a post and see what you all think. And since I'm on the internet, I won't feel upset if people say that I (or others like me) are crazy or demon-possessed or something, since I don't know you all personally.
Here's the topic: various gifts in experiencing and/or altering the spiritual and/or supernatural. I'm talking about gifts that come naturally to you, not spells and rituals and whatnot. I'll post my response from the "Magick" forum so you all get an idea of what I mean:
"I don't know that you'd call them magical, but I do have certain gifts. I'm an empath, and also can do telepathy relatively easily. I sense spiritual entities at times, and sometimes "talk" to animals and trees. I've had moderate success with healing with energy in the few times I've tried it. It seems at times that I can impact events, kind of like getting a feel for underlying patterns in reality and then influencing the probabilities of events, but my general feel of it is that there are some bits of reality more tightly woven into the whole tapestry (if you will) and that some things are easier to impact than others. If I am attentive to it, I have a way of tapping into some sense of the greater reality and how my actions should occur within it. I guess it's a bit like precognition, but non-specific. To me, it operates a bit like Taoism, but across space-time so that you have a sense of how your current actions fit into the future reality.
I don't do spells or rituals, I just have this stuff happen to me. I've heard the term "flowing magic," and it seems that is a fitting description. I never much thought of it as magic, but more like just the way I interact with reality. Honestly, I haven't tried until this last year to get any understanding or control over this stuff, or to test my limits, so to speak. I feel I should practice to gain more control, especially over the empathy because it can be quite overwhelming, especially in large groups. [Edited for brevity.] So far, all I know is that practice seems to be increasing my capabilities, but I still have difficulty controlling the empathy and sensing spirits. The rest I generally have to actively "switch on," unless someone (person, tree, animal) is essentially broadcasting their thoughts, in which case I pick up on it."
Bandit responded that these are not magic, but gifts of the Spirit, to which I replied:
"The problem for me is that some of these gifts never seem to go away or "quiet down." The empathy can be really overwhelming without learning to control it and how to use it. And I dislike sensing spirit entities. I guess God gave me that capacity for a reason, but it really has frightened me in the past. Maybe it's just one of God's ways of keeping me leaning on Him, because when it happens (especially when it feels distinctly negative), I pray like crazy.
I think I never really thought much about what they were- are they magic? Are they ESP? Are they gifts of the Spirit? I always associated magic with spells and rituals, which I don't do. And I have always been told that the gifts of the Spirit were connected to being born again. I do love Jesus and take him as my teacher and savior, but I've had these gifts apparently since birth, before I even knew of Jesus. When I began talking at about two, I already was talking about dreams and visions, and communicating with nature the way I do now. I never had a moment where I "accepted" Christ and then- BAM- gifts of the Spirit.
Hmmm... maybe I'll make a post in the Christian forum to discuss these matters as I'm kind of curious what everyone thinks of this stuff. To me they always seemed like gifts, the same as art or music is a gift, given to me by God but innate. I've had some Christians tell me that ESP and the things I experience/do are evil and of Satan, and that I'm going to hell. That used to upset me when I was a kid, but it doesn't really now. I can't help the way I experience reality, and it's obvious that those people do not experience these things and thus cannot help but fail to understand that you can't always just "switch off" these gifts. In fact, it takes practicing with them to do so in my experience."
So... thoughts everyone? Are these type of gifts of the Spirit if we are born with them? What are we supposed to do with them? (I have ideas on this, and things I've done with them, but I'll leave that for later.) What is the difference between ESP and the gifts of the Spirit? Between magic and the gifts of the Spirit? Because there are types of magic that are based entirely on the mind of the magician and not on spells/rituals. Are the differences in intent, motivation, and our spiritual path, or are these gifts coming from different origins?
This is a post based on another in the "Magick" forum, in which Bandit and I got 'round to discussing experiences that are supernatural/spiritual. I've not openly discussed this with many Christians, especially since I have had negative responses from some that I have discussed it with, but I figured it might be enlightening to make it a post and see what you all think. And since I'm on the internet, I won't feel upset if people say that I (or others like me) are crazy or demon-possessed or something, since I don't know you all personally.
Here's the topic: various gifts in experiencing and/or altering the spiritual and/or supernatural. I'm talking about gifts that come naturally to you, not spells and rituals and whatnot. I'll post my response from the "Magick" forum so you all get an idea of what I mean:
"I don't know that you'd call them magical, but I do have certain gifts. I'm an empath, and also can do telepathy relatively easily. I sense spiritual entities at times, and sometimes "talk" to animals and trees. I've had moderate success with healing with energy in the few times I've tried it. It seems at times that I can impact events, kind of like getting a feel for underlying patterns in reality and then influencing the probabilities of events, but my general feel of it is that there are some bits of reality more tightly woven into the whole tapestry (if you will) and that some things are easier to impact than others. If I am attentive to it, I have a way of tapping into some sense of the greater reality and how my actions should occur within it. I guess it's a bit like precognition, but non-specific. To me, it operates a bit like Taoism, but across space-time so that you have a sense of how your current actions fit into the future reality.
I don't do spells or rituals, I just have this stuff happen to me. I've heard the term "flowing magic," and it seems that is a fitting description. I never much thought of it as magic, but more like just the way I interact with reality. Honestly, I haven't tried until this last year to get any understanding or control over this stuff, or to test my limits, so to speak. I feel I should practice to gain more control, especially over the empathy because it can be quite overwhelming, especially in large groups. [Edited for brevity.] So far, all I know is that practice seems to be increasing my capabilities, but I still have difficulty controlling the empathy and sensing spirits. The rest I generally have to actively "switch on," unless someone (person, tree, animal) is essentially broadcasting their thoughts, in which case I pick up on it."
Bandit responded that these are not magic, but gifts of the Spirit, to which I replied:
"The problem for me is that some of these gifts never seem to go away or "quiet down." The empathy can be really overwhelming without learning to control it and how to use it. And I dislike sensing spirit entities. I guess God gave me that capacity for a reason, but it really has frightened me in the past. Maybe it's just one of God's ways of keeping me leaning on Him, because when it happens (especially when it feels distinctly negative), I pray like crazy.
I think I never really thought much about what they were- are they magic? Are they ESP? Are they gifts of the Spirit? I always associated magic with spells and rituals, which I don't do. And I have always been told that the gifts of the Spirit were connected to being born again. I do love Jesus and take him as my teacher and savior, but I've had these gifts apparently since birth, before I even knew of Jesus. When I began talking at about two, I already was talking about dreams and visions, and communicating with nature the way I do now. I never had a moment where I "accepted" Christ and then- BAM- gifts of the Spirit.
Hmmm... maybe I'll make a post in the Christian forum to discuss these matters as I'm kind of curious what everyone thinks of this stuff. To me they always seemed like gifts, the same as art or music is a gift, given to me by God but innate. I've had some Christians tell me that ESP and the things I experience/do are evil and of Satan, and that I'm going to hell. That used to upset me when I was a kid, but it doesn't really now. I can't help the way I experience reality, and it's obvious that those people do not experience these things and thus cannot help but fail to understand that you can't always just "switch off" these gifts. In fact, it takes practicing with them to do so in my experience."
So... thoughts everyone? Are these type of gifts of the Spirit if we are born with them? What are we supposed to do with them? (I have ideas on this, and things I've done with them, but I'll leave that for later.) What is the difference between ESP and the gifts of the Spirit? Between magic and the gifts of the Spirit? Because there are types of magic that are based entirely on the mind of the magician and not on spells/rituals. Are the differences in intent, motivation, and our spiritual path, or are these gifts coming from different origins?