Hi greymare – Part I of II
now that I dont have the nuns to glare at me when I ask stupid questions.
As a catholic, and one who's aunt was a nun ... yes, they were quite a breed, weren't they?
Hopefully the image is changing now (just how many daughters, I wonder, were bundled off into convents to ease the burden on the family?)
one version I was told was that, Jesus knew Judas betrayed him when Judas kissed him on the cheek (the garden scene) ...
Mark records that Jesus announces 'one of you will betray me' at the Last Supper, and it seems unlilkely that the apostles would have allowed Judas out of the door without a fight, if they knew what he was up to ...
But John's Gospel bears the traits of a first-hand witness, and his version is much more illuminating. What follows now is my speculation, not Doctrine (as far as I know) — but there's nothing there that contradicts the teaching of the Church (as far as I know):
13:21 — "When Jesus had said these things, he was troubled in spirit; and he testified, and said: Amen, amen, I say to you, one of you shall betray me."
I think this was for Jesus an 'unfolding moment' and part of the gradual realisation of His destiny. He always knew where this path would take Him, but the details were occluded. Bit by bit, as the hour appraoches, His destiny is revealed to Him, by the Father, through the Spirit. I think He knew He faced arrest (He'd given them the slip before) this time He knew he had to 'face the music' ... but it was
in this moment that he foresaw that he would be betrayed.
13:25-30 — "He (John) therefore, leaning on the breast of Jesus, saith to him: Lord, who is it? Jesus answered: He it is to whom I shall reach bread dipped. And when he had dipped the bread, he gave it to Judas Iscariot, the son of Simon. And after the morsel, Satan entered into him. And Jesus said to him: That which thou dost, do quickly. Now no man at the table knew to what purpose he said this unto him. For some thought, because Judas had the purse, that Jesus had said to him: Buy those things which we have need of for the festival day: or that he should give something to the poor. He therefore, having received the morsel, went out immediately. And it was night."
The disciples are thrown into confusion — which I think was probably a common state for them — who was going to do what? what did he mean? They looked to Peter for an answer, and Peter looked to John, who was 'the one whom Christ loved' ... "go on, you ask Him!"
The disciples didn't get it ... but Jesus realised what was unfolding ... if I were to speculate, when Our Lord said "He it is to whom I shall reach bread dipped"
He still didn't know who it was (my speculation) ... only after, as He looked for whom to pass the bread, did He see it.
The others, of course, had no idea what he meant by 'betrayal' ... He was a teacher, they the students, and as a psychodynamic teaching, let alone a spiritual opening, the experience must have been pretty intense at times, this was the guy who worked miracles, walked on water, raised the dead ... who the hell knew just what He was going to say or do next???
In the Synoptics, moments later, it's Peter in deep water, when Jesus tells him he will disown Christ three times ... I bet there were times the disciples wished they'd been looking the other way when Jesus called them.
another was that he whispered, 'sorry,' or something like it?) which if any is true?
I doubt that. Certainly, Scripture records nothing of the sort.
Tradition holds that Judas hoped, by his actions, to force Jesus' hand, and bring about a popular revolt, some kind of religious rising, before the Jews managed to arrest and execute Him. The 30 pieces of silver was a nominal sum, the value of a slave — so if you reversed your Merc into someone's slave, and killed it, you paid them 30 pieces of silver ... nor did Judas supply any material evidence against Jesus, nor was he called as a witness against Him, I think in Jewish Law you needed two to give a testimony against someone(?) — but Judas must have known things that could make it difficult for Jesus.
I don't think Judas intended to bring Him down, rather He hoped to give Him a nudge 'in the right direction'. When that didn't happen, it dawned that perhaps he'd made a mistake ...
The 'sorry' sounds all a bit sentimental to me.