Who in the forum says they have the worst understanding of Scripture? There is a question that never stops visiting my foolish mind: "Why doesn't Christ favor me above people who don't understand as well as me?" Another question that is always arriving and never going: "Why is my perspective so difficult to share with people?" These questions among others possess me repeatedly, and will not be exorcised. They are the questions indicative of fools. I've thought about and studied Scripture off and on for twenty short years under their tutelage, and during that time I've withheld myself from most dealings with people whom I consider un-spiritual. I've selflessly (selfishly more like it) pursued the disambiguation of spiritual terminology. The result is that I have achieved an in depth understanding of my own foolishness -- rich both in experiences and full of Scriptural revelation of that foolishness. What was my foolishness?