Yeah, one way or another God just crunches the hell out of your ego in these experiences, it seems like. But because each of us is different, these experiences of God and Jesus, Spirit of Christ, Mary, Buddha, Kwan Yin, various Orushas(sp), Railians, aliens, Fawns, sprites, God, the list is endless, and we all Believe in them with all our hearts, mind and soul because they happen to us. Some of us are sent out to tell others these visions which are fairly no two alike--Gnosis again, spiritual babble? Unfortunately society has the view, "kill 'em all and let God sort them out." Only trouble is, who's idea of "God" sorts them out? Yours? Mine? The Pope's? the monitors here? God forbid..oops, just kidding.
Society has to keep continuity going and that means it is conservative of traditions that seem to be working well enough that the level of disgruntlement is at the manageable minority stage and the majority's happy enough with things as they are--status quo. Translates into, death to prophets and their disruption of the status quo if your in ancient Judea and stigmatization by modern industrial society as religious nutcase unless your new heresy can be successfully commercialized. All in all, it's not an easy road for God to get Their message out.
So back again to the different spiritual experiences of God and what God tells each of us in these experiences. I asked Father about this once and was told the messages come through each person's brain and its culmulative experiences in life, no two alike. We are fallible beings and if one of us had ALL the right answers, they would be...so none of us human beings does, not even Jesus on earth who told us only God knows certain things such as the arrival of the next Son of Man. Jesus and the writers of the Gospels thought that event would happen quickly and it didn't. Point is, no one's perfect, thank God, imagine what would it would be like if there was a really Perfect Human Being. Would they be Jesus? Would they be male? If male, what about females? Why can't a Perfect Human Being be female for a change? feminists would argue and do.
I believe Jesus' in John tell's us the wisdom that "only by signs and wonders will they believe". If blind faith could do it, it would have happened by now. If intellectual knowledge could do it, it would have happened by now. Religious mass movements begin with someone reporting a miraculous vision. And around and around we go from there..
I got some whoppers of my own but thankfully if they get too offensive you have the option of having me electronically stoned to death, the blessings of modern technology at our fingertips